November 2011
I feel depressed, pathetic, a good-for-nothing, inadequate, horrible. My boyfriend thinks I am fat and whiny and bitchy and fucked up. Apparently I am weak and fragile, everything is always my fault, I have no talent so I have to use sheer hard work. I have to apologize for being from a dysfunctional family, for being me. Everyday I wear a mask, I put on a facade, I lie to myself, I lie to...
kimquatt:
Alone?
Have you ever felt like it’s pointless to try and change for the better when the whole world seems to think the worst of you all the time?
What if all these things that you hate about me is what makes me who I am? Then what happens? They say to love a person is to accept their flaws. And yet as the days go by you are trying to change me. And I have to suck it up smile and try to change for...
